Where is life leading?

So I have good news, and bad.. but overall, my life seems to be in place.

I went to my biology advisor, and she made me realize exactly what i want to do, and where i want to go in life.. I dont like psychology as much as i thought i would... So im becoming a medical laboratory technician.

Im getting my BSc in Biology, which will take 3 years, but maybe one more considering that first year was dedicated to another major. Then i plan to go to college for 2 years, to do hands on training. Im so excited that i know now, what it is i want to do... i couldnt sleep for a while, and i kept denying to myself, the fact, or possibility that i didnt like psych... but i didnt want to lose control of my life, i wanted to know where i was going at all times... but it happens, getting lost certainly does happen.

My advisor showed me sooooo many cool things that i can do with Bio, so many different courses that i can take in bio, like Virology, or hemotology, or microbiology... wow... im really excited. IM SO GLAD that i took gr 12 bio.. because in all honesty, i wasnt going to, i just thought i would take it for the hell of it.. and if in case i needed it, which i never thought i would, then i could use it.. YAY FOR ME!

So i think its settled to move into the apartment. Im going to be so homesick, its not even funny. I mean, i love my mom, where would i be without her? and not living with her anymore, is going to take its toll.

Im in the process of getting a car... although my friends car that i was supposed to buy, needs a lot of repairs, so i made the calculations, and its going to be quite expensive. So my dad is still helping me look for another car, cheaper price with less things to fix.. i have my eyes set on a dodge neon.. just because i love the way they ride, not too sensitive, and a bit sportsy, its a low rider, and all around pretty decent car! we'll see what happens, i musnt get my hopes up.

Im going for my G2 soon, i called my instructor and i told him to book it with one to two weeks, so thats what hes gonna do... im nervous, but i know i will do fine.

My birthday is this saturday, and like usual, PJ and Lesley, the loves of my life are planning a get together for me, they are so incredibly thoughtful... I absolutely love them.

IM TURNING 19 AGAIN!..YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im legal .. once more.
hahhaha

anyway im going to sleep, i have a minor case of le insomnia... oh man, i need to take something for it. soon!