Burn.

I think im buring myself out with working so much. Im definately not used to these amounts of hours, plus i have driving school on saturdays. Im so preoccupied with everything else, im surprised i havent lost my mind... Yet. Anyways, theres been so much drama in my circle of friends that its incredible. Sometimes i just would prefer to stay alone in my own world, because i know that i dont piss myself off that often. I found that i actually LIKE to be on my own and NEED to be on my own every so often, so that i can relax, and think things to myself, which relieves a lot of tension.
University is in two months, and im shitting my pants. Will i make it through? Its going to be such the challenge... i mean faculty of science and engineering? WhAT WAS I THINKING! i mean im smart.. but not THAT SMART!! well i could be.. its just really intimidating to say the least. *sigh* and with university comes a whole other shitload of stress... like the money that i dont have! :D *thumbs up*
Im trying not to think about it, and just be all "well to hell with it! i'll solve the problems as they come" but i mean... with money, its not like that.. you cant just snap your fingers and expect it to be there. that shit takes time! AND A WHOLE LOT OF ENERGY!
Ah well. I got in, thats what should matter at the moment. so for now, im going to try my hardest to sit back and enjoy what time i have left until stress needs to be taken care of.
Another day, another dollar. What can i say.
ugh. i should go to sleep soon, i have to work tomorrow
To yet another adventure of my life.
Night.