Unfair.

... SO talk about a weird turn of events... also, quite unfair. I was all ready to sign the rent form and everything, but she convinced me to just look at one more apartment. So it was set, and i was to meet her after school.

Then she comes out with something like someone else is going to live with us, we arent getting that basement apartment, and we are living in the most dangerous area of toronto... What the fuck happened?

Im so furious! i wouldnt have done anything of the sort without consulting her first!!!! so this other roomate comes to look at all these apartments, and decides she wants the biggest of the rooms... like who are you to think you can just barge in and do whatever it is you feel like doing? ruining all my own plans... i dont even know her really, i only met her a few times...

so now i dont know what choices i have left, other than stay home next year which is balls, or move out on my own, but if i did that, at least i'd be happy, and i wouldnt have any conflicts. And i wouldnt have to sacrifice being uncomfortable living with someone that i dont know...

and not only that, this roomate tells me that she likes to leave her shit around the place, and is a loud drunk, likes to get drunk twice a week.... so i was like what the fuck, do you expect me to live with that? thats so opposite of me.. i cant do that.

UGHHHH im so mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats so not cool, and so unfair!! WHY DONT I JUST INVITE ANYONE I FUCKING PLEASE? would that make any sense? it doesnt matter right? cus obviously only her judgement is what matters. My opinion doesnt count in this situation... well she's dug quite the whole for herself, and she can fix it.

*sigh* so unfair. thats all i have to say.